Welcome to my favorite part of my page. Here i'll be sharing some random opinions on stuff and shit that happens during my day.
october 26th
U don't know just how much i hate highschool. it's lk so bad. i'm currently typing this on a sunday afternoon, so yeah, i've got school tomorrow. but guess what, since it's halloween on friday I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL, so only 4 days of school, then 3 days of weekend!! anyways, i hate school. a big factor are the teachers, i lk don't like any of them. like the freaking physics teacher gave me a 0, a fucking 0, on a lab report. why? because i did not include a fucking question that she didn't tell us. like i told her and she told me "oh but it was on the rubric", when it fucking wasn't!! now she says she has to remark everything cause she thought the question was in the rubric, well sucks for u, u should've read the fucking rubric before giving everyone a 0. then there's the history teacher, she gave me a 3 on a presentation cause "we didn't present and she didn't have much information from the poster", no shit, ofc the poster ain't gonna have much information cause we'll say it in THE FUCKING PRESENTATION. but that's all the bad grades for now, the rest are okay: i got a 10 in biology (surprising) and a 9 in spanish (kinda dissapointing tbf, i wanted a 10).
another thing i hate about school is the kids. this year i've had the bad luck of having class with some of the worst people on my grade. like there's this girl who won't stop giving me dirty looks, like wtf girl. but tbh i don't really care, like she's a total hoe, she wears her skirt sooo short u can almost see her ass (yes, i sadly wear a uniform). like why do all girls wear their skirts SO FUCKING SHORT?? like what do u wanna show? ur panties? like i wear my skirt at a norlmas length (around the knees) and girls won't stop giving me dirty looks, like wtf? like sorry for actually following the dresscode. then there's the boys. these dudes do the complete opposite from girls, instead on having their skirts so short u can see their asses, the dudes wear their pants so low u can see half their underwear. they're also very annoying, the won't stop screaming and acting like FUCKING MONKEYS in class, like bro calm down.
u can probly tell by now that i don't have many friends (if any). like ig i have a few classmates i kinda like and spend recess with, but i don't have any actual friends. like it doesn't help the fact that half the grade thinks of me as a weirdo (the other half probly doesn't even know me), like why? why am i the weirdo? cause i don't show my ass? cause i read? cause i listen to rock and industrial? why? like even the drama kids think i'm weird, THE DRAMA KIDS. like they never said it, but many of them don't wanna be with me. like i don't stink or anything (i probly actually smell better than most of them) and i'm not like super mean, like bro, why? like even though i get pretty good grades NO ONE wants to go with me on group projects, like bfr, i'd probly give you an A, but no, no one wants to work with me.
october 30th
hellooo. dyk what?? I DON'T HAVE FUCKING SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!! hell yeah. i won't have to see my classmate's faces for 3 days, and i skip some shit lessons like computing, physics or spanish. like the lessons are okay ig, but the teachers are assholes. i don't like any of em. i'm also going to the hairdresser tomorrow, like ima cut my hair, quite a lot, cause i'm tired of it. why are girls expected to wear long hair?? like i get it's softer than men's, so it looks better slightly longer, but who decided girls should wear their hair until their asses?? like i wanna talk with whomever decided it, cause you don't know the pain in the ass (and back and neck and hands...) that it is to have long hair, like wdym it takes like 30 mins to wash, about 5 hours to dry, 5 mins to brush...? and also, who the hell decided on boy's hair trends nowadays?? cause they're so FUCKING UGLY, like it's either half bald half rapunzel, mashroom, bird's nest or bowl cut, like do yall have mirrors at home?? cause there's no way i'd be going to school with that hair.
is it just my father or do all parents make yall wear jackets when it's warm outside?? like he sees a cloud and imedialtly goes "ohh, it's freezing, get a jacket. your not leaving without a jacket. YOU'RE GONNA GET SICK!!" like calm down man, it's like 65 degrees out (like 20 celsius), like bro, it's warm, i could go out with a tshirt only (maybe long sleeve if it's windy), but not a JACKET. like they're all so dramatic with weather, it's a bit sunny "ohh, put on sunscream, you're gonna get a sunburn", it's a bit windy or rainy or cloudy "ohhh, it's so cold, get a jacket", it's snowing "ohh, you're gonna freeze to death, wear a FREAKING SKI SUIT WITH GLOVES AND A SCARF". like bro, do ur temperature senses change as u get old or what?? cause it ain't no way u think 65 is cold.
do yall's schools also have people who are just fucking SLOW (in both meanings of the word). slow in the hallways and everything, like move faster, why the fuck are u just walking like a fucking turtle?? this ain't a walk through the park with ur gradma, this is school, and i have a class to get to in 2 mins, so either hurry the fuck up or move outa the way. and slow in the sense that they don't understand basic multiplication in fucking high school, like who the fuck let you get to this grade?? but i'm moslty annoyed by the first type (the second will just get held back a year sooner or later), cause like i can't do anything about it, if i tell them to move outa the way they get mad, if i push them i get detention for "violence" (or worse, a talk with the teacher cause they went like crybabies to their fav teacher), and if i just follow their pace then im late to class and i get a talk in front of the class about punctuality and a note home, like what do i do??
november 2nd
who the hell decided parents are soo important? who decided parents are allowed to just enter their kid's rooms and just look at everything? what about privacy? or is that only for "grow ups"? like my father entered my room out of the blue, i was listening to music, he got mad cause i wasn't studying. like wtf do you want me to do? i don't have any exams for like 2 or 3 weeks, like bfr. why does he even care if i'm studying or not? it's my fucking life, not his, if i fail it's my fault, why does he even care? "oh, he's just worried for ur future", bro, he's more worried about it than me. and what future to be exact? it's not like i wanna get old, not like i wanna go to college or get a job, i don't even wanna live, so future isn't really one of my main priorities rn. fuck parents, "oh but they gave you everything", it's the least they could do, they're the ones who decided to have a child, i did not ask to be born. since they forced me to live, the least they can do is give me a house, food and shit. they also seem to think money can solve anything, "tell me what you want and i'll buy it", man, i dont want anything from you. he's never home, i'm always home alone, and when he is home he's just watching tv and doesn't want anyone to bother him, like he ain't really a father, more like someone who just provides. he thinks that buying me shoes can make up for basically never being home. "why don't you love me?", cause i barely even know you, and you barely know me. like he thinks he know everything about me but doesn't, he thinks i'm jealous of my so called "brother" (a bratty kid he had with another woman), like who the fuck told you that? if i don't talk to him it's cause he's so fucking annoying, like he throws stuff at me and i can't even do anything about it, so ofc i'm not gonna talk to him, anything i say he'll go crying to his stupid mommy.
i lk just hate everything: life, people, society, the world, school... i really don't see a reason to live. life's just meaningless anyway so why bother. it's not like imna make some great discovery or smth like that. i don't wanna live. why are people so shocked when someone doesn't want to live? like why are you expected to love live, to cling to it with everything you've got? like man, some people just don't like life, the way some people can't wait for summer to start while others can't wait for it to end, some people like life and others simply don't, it's as simple as that. like what about that "my body, my choice" bullshit? like it's ur choice when it comes to killing a baby but not when it comes to killing urself? like not that i care much about abortion, the next generation is doomed anyway, but i just can't stand the hypocrisy of it. u can kill a baby, but u can't kill urself, okay, got it.